Captured by Ashley / ashleysolitude.blogspot.com

I have finished my service obligation of three years to the country. 

I haven't written a blogpost about my work as a teacher ever since I was in DepEd in 2020. Many wondrous things have happened yet I failed to write one about it here. Probably it's because of how full my workloads were that I could not slow down and take time to put those thoughts into writing.

Now, before I embark another rollercoaster ride, I will enjoy this waiting season by reflecting the good things that happened in my 3 years as a teacher. It was a journey I am truly thankful for, and I have no regrets of taking that job 3 years ago.

Maybe I am just really lucky that I was assigned to Tomas Cabili National High School. I got in during the pandemic and it was just me and our principal who were in the school because everybody were working from home. Luckily, my first "boss" was my former teacher in elementary, whom I am close with because she's also my coach in a math competition before. Usually, newbie teachers tend to be overlooked because they still have to earn the trust and respect of their colleagues during their stay, thus they are given the harder tasks so that they'll learn something from it. My experience was different: I was raised to a certain pedestal that I was excellent because I am an engineer, and that I achieved many things, that is why I was given the harder tasks because they trusted me that I can deliver. The start was really hard hahaha all the pressure I felt gave me anxiety-- there was even a time I despised waking up early and going to work. But it truly helped me become a better person and I had a glimpse how the work is like in the government employee.

Nevertheless, the 3-year journey in DepEd had given me so much experience that I will surely give credit for the person I am today. Even though it was a place I never thought I would be part of, I still love the roles I was entrusted with during my stay: being a homeroom adviser, a STEM teacher, a research coordinator, a research teacher/panel reactor, graduation host, graphics/visual design graduation committee, etc. 

There are so many things I will miss. I've posted it on my work Facebook account: 

More than anything else, I am honored to be part of the lives of my students. They are truly the reason why I found my passion which is to teach. In my service, I realized how privileged I am for experiencing good and quality education all my life. I am also blessed with a loving family that supported me throughout my education-- which is a privilege not everybody has, especially my students in the public school.

I thank the Lord that He has let me seen this reality and moved me to work in the place He has entrusted me. I strived my best to be a good teacher, extending my services beyond the working hours, sharing my finances to those who are in need, and just being there when they need help. I do not know if I had done a good job, but that's why I truly appreciate the words of thanks more of my students than the words of praise of my colleagues. 

Last day to wear my uniform

 Hey, it's been more than two years since I last updated this blog.  Lots of things had happened and has been going on, I just can't really find time to gather my thoughts and post it in the blog. The perfectionist in me had procrastinated so much already. (OMG I just realized now, how could there be procrastination in perfectionism? Is there a connection? I will probably ponder about this in another blogpost haha.)

But hey, what's so hard about a life lately post? 

  

I am in my last school year in DepEd as a teacher in Tomas Cabili National High School, and savoring every moment with my students and colleagues. Here are my very responsible and fun students of Grade 12-STEM. They made it easier to be their homeroom adviser. <3

I still keep my friends close-- especially those who matter. My main gurls, my highschool friends, my frenChEps. (I would also like to include here my main Dgroup gurls-- Cha, Chiqui, Megan-- but I can't find pics.) And adults as we are, we hardly have time to see each other as we go on with our daily lives, and yet we kept in touch once in a while. Thankful for these bonds.

I've also met new people. I have been attending CCF Sunday Service and B1G Fridays/Saturdays and I have encountered amazing people. I was included in a new Dgroup by Ate Gee and met good people there. I could not count with my hands how many people, whose lives are touched by Jesus Christ, I've already been inspired on. I've been with these people for only a few moments yet they treated me like we've known each other for a long time. This really amazes me.

Now, every week, I try my best to join GLC classes every Tuesday, B1G Fridays/Saturdays, Dgroup sessions, and Sunday Service. I am also getting back to my daily devotionals and Bible reading which I had put into pause in last two years. The Lord is faithful, still.

   

Personal check: my family is still in tact, praise God. My two brothers are placed in stable jobs. My parents are still healthy. And me, currently the driver of the family, I am just trying to get by everyday, wondering what the future holds. Here's a recent selfie of mine.

Ah, right! I have an update-- sadly, I gave up drinking coffee everyday because I experienced hyperacidity. It was a habit I liked so much and continued for 3 years but I was able to let it go. 

Oh, life's ebb and flows. 

Only God's love is constant-- I am forever grateful.